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Wade Wilson (Deadpool) ([personal profile] ishotyouuu) wrote2009-07-18 03:22 am
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Heyyy, what's happenin'? You've reached the voicemail of one very fine-lookin' man. Wanna chat? Fanboy all over my mad skillz? Declare your undying love for me? You know what to do. [BEEEEP]
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-05-14 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[He immediately follows Wade into the kitchen, doing his utmost to step as lightly as he could to minimise the sound of his footsteps. He's never be stealthy with metal feet, but at least he's trying.]

I wasn't there for most of it, I...

[His breath hitches and he has to pause for a second. The memory was still completely surreal to him, being frozen and then seeing Ed's automail blade come slicing for him before nothingness hit.]

I died.
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-05-14 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[He shakes his head before reaching up and taking off his helmet, bending to show Deadpool the alchemical symbol at the back of his neck.]

Brother drew that with his own blood, it's what ties my soul to this body. If the seal is broken, then my soul... then that's it.
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-05-14 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's impossible for Al's expression to change, especially with his head effectively under his arm at the moment, but the subtle shift in posture displays a tension and distress as well as if he had been capable of crying.]

There was something in there. [Someone.] It stopped me moving, paralysed me, and then... it made brother...

[He has to stop. Even the ever optimistic Al can't put a good spin on this.]

He'd changed his automail arm into a blade in case we had to fight, they made him stab right through the seal.
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-05-15 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
[He puts his helmet back on and shrugs slightly, helpless. There weren't really words adequate to describe how either of them were dealing with it, it was just too surreal.]

I don't think he'd like me talking about it.

[How Ed's doing, not the incident itself. He doubts his brother would want anyone to know how much it had affected him.]
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-05-15 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
No, you shouldn't.

[They had intentionally taken a small team and Deadpool hadn't been on it, he couldn't start blaming himself for everything that went wrong.]

It happened so fast, nobody could stop it.
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-05-16 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
You're an idiot.

[Al can't help the exasperation in his tone, though there's fondness there too. This self pity and willingness to draw everything onto his shoulders even when there was no blame to lay, it needed to stop.]

I didn't ask anyone to take a hit for me, and exchanging one life for another isn't a good one at all. Everyone's life has meaning and worth, it doesn't matter if they heal or have family, or... whatever, it still matters if they live or die. And I never ever want anyone to be hurt on my account.

[He pauses, voice growing a bit softer.]

Besides, you do have family ties. You have me, don't you? We're brothers in arms.
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-05-16 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[He understands the sentiment of not wishing that on Ed, and he can fully get behind that. But he knows that Ed would have felt that same devastation if he had been forced to kill anyone, not just Ed, and both of them would have felt guilty if anyone had sacrificed themselves for their sake.]


[He just realised how ungrateful it sounded.]

It's just that I made a promise to myself, back in Amestris, that I would never let anyone get hurt when I could help it. If you... if anyone got hurt for me, I'd never be able to forgive myself.
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-05-21 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a good thing that they care about me that much, I know I'm so lucky to have so many friends. But even if it's not my fault, it's never a good thing for someone to suffer on your behalf. Would you want me to take a shot meant for you?
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-05-21 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I guess so, but you know what I mean.

[Would Deadpool honestly, truly, think that someone he thought of as a friend voluntarily taking a hit for him would be a good thing?]
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-05-21 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[He knows what Deadpool was about to say, and he feels like he's made his point. Of course it's a good thing for someone to want to take a hit for you in theory, but Al would never want it to happen in practise.]

Right, because I know I can't get hurt. Even if you can't die, you still feel pain, I don't.

[There's an underlying sadness to those words, though he doesn't dwell on it.]

But... I guess we're getting off track, huh?
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-06-02 02:25 pm (UTC)(link)

[He didn't really want to go into too much detail, not because he didn't trust Wade but because it was personal to Ed who might not like it being broadcast.]

They really know how to hit out at what's going to hurt the most, they must really want to hide whatever is in there.

((Sorry about the wait, I've been on hiatus for the majority of May.))
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-06-07 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know.

[The reply is heavy and full of impotent regret, he wished more than anything that he knew the answer to that. Even if they had somehow observed them for some time before kidnapping them here, that still didn't explain how they knew every detail of their lives.]

It happened with us too, we saw El-- someone in there that we shouldn't have, and it was so real.

[Elissa and the grave of Maes Hughes, his heart hurts just thinking about it.]

They must be able to get past that immunity somehow, it's obvious they know everything about us. It makes it harder for us to fight and easier for them to hurt us, but they can't be infallible. There's got to be things they don't know, and they'll make mistakes sooner or later. We just have to be ready for it.
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-06-10 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[It had been Kite being betrayed by one of his fellows that had given Al a little hope there were chinks in the armour; after all, fighting amongst the other side could only bode well for them in the end. If there was discord then it was likely mistakes would get made and pieces of information might fall through the cracks, it was something they would have to take advantage of when the time came.

He was about to reply to that effect when Deadpool suddenly put his hand on Al's arm and gave him that offer. His heart panged affectionately, truly touched at how much his friend was trying to do better and make amends for what happened before.]

I know... thanks. But I'm not putting on a brave face, this is just how I feel. My brother and I have always tried to keep moving forwards, even when we were very little and our Mom died, I guess it's just second nature now.

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