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Wade Wilson (Deadpool) ([personal profile] ishotyouuu) wrote2009-07-18 03:22 am
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Heyyy, what's happenin'? You've reached the voicemail of one very fine-lookin' man. Wanna chat? Fanboy all over my mad skillz? Declare your undying love for me? You know what to do. [BEEEEP]
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-02-15 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[As far as Al was concerned, there had been no altercation and he's hurt that all of this is just being brushed away. He had thought they were friends, but was it really all one sided?

He was there when Deadpool needed him, but the reverse...?

He had been through hell the last few days and his friend hadn't checked up on him once, and now he was trying to pretend nothing had changed at all.]


A job?

[It's not the most sophisticated reply, but he's sort of in shock.]
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-02-15 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Is that why you wanted to be my friend, Wade?

[The question is quiet and incredulous, even wavering slightly as though he would have been close to tears if it was something he were still capable of. He had really started to come to think of Wade as almost family, he had been there for him even when things were bad for himself, and this... this is how he's repaid?

After that initial lull of quiet sadness, his voice is rising sharply. Almost shrill now, louder with each word as his hands clench into a fists.]


TOYS?! You don't care about me, you just want your weapons.
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-02-15 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Then what is true?

[He sounds at wits end, and there's something imploring in his voice. He doesn't want to think that Wade has been leading him on all this time for weapons.]

I really needed a friend, what happened--

[He cuts himself off, it's clear Wade doesn't care about that. He only wanted to get pissed off when Ed snapped at him, and sulk like a child.]

And all you can say to me, when you know I need you, is 'can I make you more weapons?!
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-02-16 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
So do better!

[There's no cruelty in his voice, but it is still high and tinged with frustration. He knows Deadpool has issues, everyone does, but he's like Ed... they have respect for people that don't wallow and make the same mistakes over and over.]

If you want to be my friend, then be my friend. When it's scary or you're not sure what to do, then try anyway. If you keep thinking you're going to fail, then you will. You have to keep moving forwards instead of looking back.

[He sighs, still bitterly disappointed.]

I really needed you. I still really need you. It's up to you to make your own choices and be responsible for your own actions. What are you going to do, Wade?
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-02-17 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's still hurt. He might be an optimist and more patient than a saint, but he's still just a human being, and he's not perfect. It'll take a long time to forget that the friend he made had chosen to wallow when he was needed the most.

But...

That said, Al isn't vindictive and wouldn't hold a grudge. His voice as softened a bit as he replies.]


No, it's not too late. I still want to be your friend, but... being a friend is a two way thing, okay?
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-02-21 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[The lights in his eyes lit a little brighter, and his voice sounded a heartbreaking mix of wistful and despairing.]

It was amazing. It was like coming home after being away for years, and seeing faces that you missed so much it ached every night.

[He sighs, looking down at the metal hands that could no longer feel anything.]

Did you know... I forgot what cold felt like, it had been so long.
snacklist: ([happy] blush)

[personal profile] snacklist 2013-03-05 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[He wasn't as strong as all that, and it still got to him sometimes. He wanted to be brave and optimistic, but he missed being whole so much. That's why this cut so deeply... it really was the worst thing the store could have done to him.]

M-Mm. Not much, but... it tasted amazing. I even burned my tongue!

[He sounds so happy about that, like an idiot.]
snacklist: ([happy] yay)

[personal profile] snacklist 2013-03-10 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wade's offer might have been clumsily made and stilted, but Al knew the sentiment behind it was solid. Perhaps Wade would make mistakes in the future, and perhaps he would need a long time to learn how to be a good friend, but Al was grateful he was trying. He might not fully know how momentous it was that Wade wasn't simply putting distance between them and running now things have hit a bump in the road, but he knows enough to be grateful.

What happened was always going to hurt, Al couldn't change that. But it was done and in the past; and, if there was one thing that was always true, it was that Al didn't hold a grudge. He wasn't going to give up just because they had an argument, and the warm and enthusiastic tone of his reply should tell Wade that clearly.]


Mmmmm wow, that sounds amazing! I'll definitely add those to my snack list.

[He goes to fish out the little book, before he realises he doesn't have it here in Haven at all, and gives an awkward chuckle instead.]

Or... um, I guess I can't write it down. But I'll remember it and add it to my snack list when I get back home, okay?
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-03-15 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Sounds good to me!

[He makes a fist with giant metal fingers and pumps the air. Maybe he's not happy altogether, but it's nearly impossible to keep Al down for long without him starting to get upbeat again.]

...I'm glad I came over, I would have hated for it to be strained between us.
snacklist: ([happy] brofist)

[personal profile] snacklist 2013-03-18 06:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's pretty grateful to have an actual apology, however awkward it might be. The words weren't what was important, it was because he could tell Wade was sincere that it helped.]

It is pretty scary when bad things happen, I want to run away too sometimes. But... when I want to run away, I remember that it's facing the scary things that make us stronger.

[Even if Wade was scared of messing up, by trying he would have a stronger friendship than if he ran away.]

So it's okay, we're okay. I promise. Friend.
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-03-22 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
It's okay if you do, people screw up, that's what makes us human. As long as you're trying your hardest and don't let screwing up stop you from trying again, then we're good.

[He squeezes Deadpool's hand tightly in his big metal one, and then gets up.]

I should get back to Brother, he's been worrying a lot since... the store.
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[personal profile] snacklist 2013-03-25 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
That's what friends are for. Not just being there when you're sad, but kicking your ass when you need it.

[He chuckles, giving a rather cheesy thumbs up.]

And not just verbally.