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Wade Wilson (Deadpool) ([personal profile] ishotyouuu) wrote2009-07-18 03:22 am
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Heyyy, what's happenin'? You've reached the voicemail of one very fine-lookin' man. Wanna chat? Fanboy all over my mad skillz? Declare your undying love for me? You know what to do. [BEEEEP]
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-01 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
[He would find that an interesting sensation to associate with him. He has never been a teacher or assigned homework, he has not taken the requisite courses in chanting, first aid, and dark rituals to be a teacher.]

I think that we should talk about how we are going to negotiate living in close confinement, and I think we should talk about ourselves, and perhaps each other, as that is how people get to know each other better and move from past differences.
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-03 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
[His speech has become more and more Night Vale, more the reality of the town where things were impossible and less the world beyond where probability and nature's laws actually held sway.

He has not noticed. He does not think about his own voice in analytical tones, bar the maintenance every scientist must do every so often to replace their vocal chords to avoid throat spiders. His role in life is not a Voice, that is Cecil's place.]


I think face to face might be better, or face to mask if we are going to be more accurate. I do not think that we will not be monitored wherever and however we speak, but it is more likely that these generously supplied company phones are more stringently and easily recorded.
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-04 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
The common area would be fine, it would be easy to navigate to for both of us and is a neutral location of shared value.

[A yes might have done, but brevity is rarely Carlos's forte.]
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-08 12:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[Carlos does not look nervous or awkward, he looks like a scientist. He is wearing a formal lab coat today and is carrying a small box of tangled wires, because he intends to go from here and go to do science out in the interesting and impossible landscape they live in.]

I have heard different people call you different things, what would you like me to call you?

[Since he wants to say 'Hi Wade' or 'Hello Deadpool' but he cannot.]
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-08 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
All right. Hello, Wade, hello for the second or third or fourth time that we have come face to face.

[He sits on the couch next to Wade. There is a small frostiness between them, a palpable memory of their last proper encounter and why, but it is a frostiness that Carlos is doing his best to dispel with a small smile.]

It might be better for our future cohabiting happiness and the ease of the atmosphere within this house that we share, if we start over again as if we had never met before.
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-22 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
No. You did not kill my boyfriend, you did not kill him and you left him maimed with his throat cut open and his most precious possession cut away. You did not kill him even knowing he had to die, and you left him for me to kill. Those are things that no rug or carpet could conceal, those are things which cannot be forgotten or forgiven.

[Does Wade sense a but in the air? There is a but in the air.]

But... But these are things of the past, they are things which we will remember and allow to colour our decisions of the future, but they are not our future. We have the ability to make a shared future, we will make one whether we want to or not by the close proximity of our living quarters. I would prefer that future, which we are forced to cohabit within, to be a pleasant one.
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-23 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
It already is in the past. It exists there as a joint memory, as a shared experience of emotions, actions, and reactions that we cannot change. It is in the past, it is not of the present and I hope it is not of the future. Whether I can or cannot be okay with that is irrelevant as a factor.
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-24 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
What you and I want may be irrelevant. It may be relevant now, and we may have the control to enact an avoidance technique, but it may be that we do not have that control for long. We cannot see the future, and in this unpredictable place, it is possible that any number of things may happen which force us into close quarters or with a necessity to rely on one another for survival. I would rather take the chance to, ah, bury the hatchet before such an experience is forced upon us.

Live and let live, or turning the other cheek, or forgiveness being the path to happiness are all usually religious phrases or the bedrock of an emotional pathway. But scientifically speaking, people who do let go of feelings of revenge and hatred are more likely, taking an average percentage into account, to be happier and more adjusted.
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-24 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
I am a scientist.

[He looks almost indignant. How could Deadpool even question his ability to live his life via logic and science, that is the core part of who he is. It is the core part of every scientist, of every science minded individual.

Indignation, aside from seeping into his expression like a shadow oozing out of a mysterious and ominous alleyway, finally gives him some brevity.]
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-25 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
I never said that I could turn off my feelings, that would be a scientific impossibility. I am a human being, and as such I am subject to the many hormonal, physical, and emotional strengths and weaknesses of my species. Unlike many robotic creations, whose function can be controlled via switches and buttons, humans do not have the capacity to do that. What I do have the capacity for, as a scientist with a mind that can deal in fact and logic, is the ability to process my emotions and choose not to act on them for the benefit of my perceived future goals.

[His voice is rising too, it is gaining volume in the same way that an avalanche gains momentum, crashing down around him with both anger and eagerness to be understood.]
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-27 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
Why would I not?

[It's a remarkably brief reply considering how much he usually talks. He is interested in the reply, interested in the same way that a mosquito is interested in a mysterious shining blue light hanging over a doorway.]
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-27 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
Does it cause you those problems to see me? Does it make your stomach contract and bile flood your throat with the threat of vomit? Is that why you do not wish to continue with this attempt at reconciliation?

[He doesn't feel like that. He does not like Wade, but it is a slow burn of dislike, it is an itch between his shoulder blades. It is the simmering resentment of an old lady who does not want to be old and who impotently rages against uncaring time.]
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[personal profile] thelabcoat 2014-08-27 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
[He is not a mind reader, he cannot see the memories and images which bring with them the twist of guilt that Wade is now associating with him. He only has half the story, perhaps not even half, and it is not a story that he understands. It's a story written in an ancient language of another world, telling tales of deeds and people he cannot imagine.

His brow furrows. There is concern and confusion, mostly confusion, written plain across his face when Wade stands up.]


Perhaps then you are right, perhaps we should endeavour to spend as little time in company with one another as possible. I don't want to be responsible for any feeling that accompanies eating sushi that is no longer fit for human consumption.

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