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Wade Wilson (Deadpool) ([personal profile] ishotyouuu) wrote2020-01-08 08:03 pm
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nonscriptum: that's what everyone calls me (you can make it out to "Death Wish")

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-01-21 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
God, you're clingy.

[ Comes the wry chuckle from the entrance to the bar, where Nate pushes himself off the jamb and into the room with no small amount of exhaustion. He's relieved the place is cleared out now, no witnesses save for the guy who was cleaning up after an easy shift. Nate is surprised Wade hadn't already left. ]

Had to double back, make sure she wouldn't follow me.

[ He looks like a wreck, all scuffed knees and frayed edges, the crew collar of his gray shirt stained with a thick, dark red. It patches his sleeves at his elbows, scrapes through the soft fabric on his torso like the handiwork of a particularly large, particularly angry cat. It coagulates under his fingers where his palm is pressed to the side of his throat, staunching the flow. As comfortable as Nate appears with the circumstances, smile and all, he bumps a table with his thigh and has to stop, off-balance until he settles his free hand on the cool metal top.

He feels the adrenaline fading and desperately hopes he wasn't tracked back here.
]

...wow, lost a lot more blood than I thought.
nonscriptum: and also an idiot. mostly an idiot. (cute as a button)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-01-21 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Nag, nag, nag.

[ Nate quips, his humor resolute in spite of the circumstances. He drags a chair out, metal legs squealing across the floor, and settles in it with all the grace and finesse of a dumped pile of bricks. The smile he shoots Wade is crooked, about as loose as his current attitude. ]

I've had worse. You done this kinda thing before?
nonscriptum: it's my perpetual state of being (u ever wanna punch urself in the face)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-01-24 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's not bleeding out or hanging over the edge of a cliff, so Nate jots this one down as a win in terms of 'scenarios he didn't expect to happen.' He could be an eviscerated pile of roadkill sitting in an alley right now.

The rest of it...it's not stuff he knew, or anticipated, but it fits in very neatly with Wade's visible scars, the easy way he carries himself. Someone who followed orders, once, until he didn't. Battlefield medicine is the best thing Nate could have hoped for under the circumstances, and he almost prefers it to more official, city-mandated care. Christ knows he's sewn himself up enough times.

Nate watches him snap on the gloves, and at the direction he slowly peels his hand away from his throat. The minor amount of sticking from what's already started coagulating has him grimace, but it's a relatively clean bite: puncture marks, some minor tearing, a little bruising, but the scrapes and scratches tearing through his shirt haven't bled as much as this.
]

Think I'll make it, doc?
nonscriptum: you can't lose what you don't have! (that's why I've never developed an edge)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-01-26 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
That's the thing about safewords, both parties have to agree to it.

[ He points out lazily, feeling what's left of the adrenaline fade into a low buzz under his skin, something that pulses with his slowing heartbeat. The pressure helps and his arm - previously busy staunching the flow - props on the table, hand hanging limply over the edge.

It isn't as bad as things were in Tibet, once upon a time. He's not bleeding out somewhere in freezing temperatures, he's inside, the proximal heat off another body radiating into his chilly skin. Nate rolls his head to one side to give Wade more space to work with, eyeing him with paper-thin amusement.
]

I was halfway home when I got hit by this girl I've seen before, but she hadn't looked like this. Her eyes were glowing. Her teeth- [ His grimace is telling. ] You weren't too far off with the vampire theory. She chased me down the street, into an alley, up a building- just jumped it. Like it was nothing. I've seen some weird shit, but this was something else.
nonscriptum: that's where the blood's SUPPOSED to be (doctor said my bleeding was internal)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-01-29 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Guess I just smell nice.

[ Nate sighs, the humor fading with his equally tiring energy levels. It wasn't premeditated, he thinks. Bad luck, is all, and an opportunistic dinner in a wide feeding ground. Nate being alone on his walk home made him an easy target, something he knows will continue to be a hazard in a place where darkened alleys stretch across the city like long, sinister fingers.

He twitches slightly as Wade's hand pulls back, and feels the ghost of another rivulet of blood slither down his throat and over his collar bone. It's deep.
]

There any celox powder in that kit?
nonscriptum: this is the second strangest thing I've ever heard (I can safely say)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-01-31 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ He isn't exactly surprised by the news. Nate suspected as much after their first meeting; it's not hard to tell the difference between people who fight because they've been trained to kill others, or people who fight as a hobbyist sort of thing. Statistically, one has more scars. ]

Sure.

[ His hand is sticky and red but Nate has long since forgotten about it as anything other than a minor annoyance, reaching up to apply pressure while his first responder figures out how to open the little package.

Watching Wade he tries to parse an estimation of his skill set visually, ultimately caving to curiosity.
]

Where'd you serve? And in what branch?
nonscriptum: and also an idiot. mostly an idiot. (cute as a button)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-01-31 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Canadian. Definitely not what he expected. Spec ops tracks, though, and the cavalier delivery says he isn't bluffing or screwing around, not that Nate had any doubts after the way Wade decimated the guys in the bar. He huffs a laugh through his nose at the joke - it could easily describe his own lived experience, sans the military directive - and leans to one side as the ticklish trickle of powder starts clotting up the bite on his neck. ]

We had similar jobs.

[ He observes dryly, reapplying the gauze and straightening up with a muted grunt. Nate's mouth twitches in a brief, crooked smile, some internal joke about the fact that he's barely been here two months and he's already got new scars, already asking for help.

It fades as soon as it arrives.
]

She got me once or twice on my torso, but I don't think it's as bad. Probably won't need stitches.
nonscriptum: in the same way I handled my dad leaving, so, repression (I'm handling it)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-02-05 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ Would that Nate could hear the joke himself. Army fatigues, uniforms and medals, orders and discipline. These were always going to be things that would never suit him, no matter how familiar he is with squeezing a trigger.

He gives Wade a long-suffering expression, tight with desperation and exhaustion alike. At worst he thinks he could get away with slapping a couple very large Band-Aids on his side and chest, and call it a day. It's his fault the new employee is staying late, however, and his fault that Wade has Nate's blood on his hands. The very least he can do is be a half-decent patient.
]

Fine, fine. When you're done with this one I'll get my shirt off.
nonscriptum: but right now my body has the structural integrity of a chocolate souffle (I'd give you a hug)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-02-12 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The humor helps. He appreciates having a nursemaid with wry and pithy observations, calling him on his bullshit.

Nate makes a small sound in his throat at the contact, one side of his mouth pulling. Nothing dramatic, just uncomfortable - Wade's assessment isn't wrong, whatever happened must have irritated his body more intently than he anticipated.
]

I dunno. When she touched me, it burned. Just- like...shooting agony, like someone getting into a nerve with a hot knife.
nonscriptum: great news, right? (he's back to his cool-ass psycho ways)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-02-14 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Nate's eyes, which by this point had fluttered shut to just absorb the sensation of experience, to let his blood cool both inside his chest and on his skin, flicker open the barest crack. He watches Wade in the periphery, turning to retrieve the whatever salve or ointment in the kit handles burns. It doesn't sting - it smells faintly like menthol, actually, reminding him of cigarettes and his brother - but the pressure doesn't feel good. As soon as it lets up he'll be grateful. ]

I've had worse, don't worry.

[ They're hollow words that people rarely believe until they see him, until they know. Compared to other experiences this only rates fairly high-up for the foot chase that preceded it. ]

And yeah, it was weird. Would've expected to get hit with that empathy crap, 'cause I know she's Displaced. It just stung.

[ His face scrumples in an amused smile. ]

Never a dull moment.
nonscriptum: but right now my body has the structural integrity of a chocolate souffle (I'd give you a hug)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-02-21 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Machismo earns a slightly-confused look, Nate being someone who rarely indulges in that kind of thing. It's a natural consequence of his former profession: if something has the ability to go wrong, it will. Like Murphy's Law, but with more explosives.

He lifts his chin in silence, quiet as Wade wraps the wound and quieter still when he continues. One of Nate's eyebrows crawls toward his hairline and he has to wonder how many people he's run into thus far without getting this particular song and dance about the way these things work. The first person Nate even talked to on arrival slammed him with the information right off the bat.
]

...no, it- when you touch people - other Displaced, like us - without a barrier, it shares how you feel through contact. Apparently. [ His shoulders rise and fall. ] Haven't personally experienced it yet, but the burning was uncomfortable.
nonscriptum: WHAT (booty got me like)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-03-06 06:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I have, just not here.

[ He clarifies, catching onto the change in tone, the shifting in Wade's frame as his shoulders tense and his brow wrinkles in Nate's periphery. Thoughtful, but concerned. Someone who either has a little experience in this, or just really doesn't like the idea of having his thoughts expressed to strangers.

Or both, Nate adds belatedly, chewing his lip.
]

Sort of inclined to give people the benefit of the doubt.
nonscriptum: [This Action Will Have Consequences] (you ever do something and hear the)

[personal profile] nonscriptum 2020-03-10 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Tentatively he feels at the bandage around his throat, finding the knot and the gauze, swallowing to make sure it isn't uncomfortable. It's a light sort of pressure and one he hopes will graduate to normal plaster bandages quickly, if only because he doesn't really want to wear a turtleneck in this weather.

An ironic train of thought he finds completely derailed when Wade tells him that his shirt is effectively too low. Nate grimaces without bothering to hide his disgust at the idea of wearing anything higher than a crew-neck.
]

Pass. [ He thumbs at the collar of his Henley briefly, the fabric tacky with drying blood. ] I'll wear a turtleneck when I'm dead.

[ Nate turns to get up and winces, feeling his sides sting and his palm immediately shifts to soothe the spot in question. He settles back in the chair again with a dense sigh. ]

...How much of a raise do I need to give you to look at my side?

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